
All illustrations
by Kazuo Oguri.
I was born in l933 and grew up in Gifu, a large industrial city
in central Japan. Times were tough after World War II. All over
Japan people were unemployed and even those who had jobs did not
make enough money to live comfortably.
When I was a teenager I was proud of being a tough guy, and by
the time I was l9 I was the leader of a street gang. We had fights
with other gangs, and in one of these fights I stabbed a guy with
a knife. He fell to the ground and we thought he was dead. The
members of my gang ran back to my house, but we knew we couldn't
stay there because the police would be looking for us. So my gang
took up a collection and gave me enough money to get out of town
and go to Tokyo.
I stayed in a hotel and went to movies and pretty soon the money
was all gone. At the employment center there were long lines of
people waiting to find work. They told me there was nothing for
me. For three days I slept in a park and didn't have anything
to eat.
I was walking the streets, feeling frightened and desperate, when
I noticed a sign tacked to the door of a residence. It read "apprentice
wanted," but it didn't say what kind of work it was. I knocked,
and a kindly-looking middle aged woman opened the door.
"It's about the sign," I said. "I want to be an apprentice. What
kind of work is it?"
"My husband will explain that to you," she said. "But I can tell
you this. It's very difficult. You have to have a lot of courage
and determination to stick with it.."

"I'm tough. I need the
work and I can do anything."
"You can come in and talk to my husband. He's upstairs working,
and he'll be finished in about an hour if you want to wait."
While I waited she brought me some green tea and little rice cakes.
At that time it was the custom to give a guest a snack, but it
was considered good manners to eat only a little bit. I was so
hungry that I forgot all about good manners and ate all the rice
cakes.
"I think you haven't eaten for a while," the woman said. "Come
into the kitchen and let me give you a good meal." I liked her
and I saw that she had a good heart, and so I decided to stay
there and become an apprentice no matter what kind of work it
was.
When the man who was destined to be my teacher finally came downstairs
I was very surprised to see that he had tattoos on his arms, because
like most people at that time I thought that anyone who had a
tattoo must be a yakuza (gangster). He told me that he was not
a yakuza, but a tattoo artist, and he had advertised for an apprentice
to learn tattooing. When I heard this I hesitated, because when
I was in school I had never been good at drawing. But when I looked
into his eyes, I had the feeling that he was a good man, and I
thought, " I've got to have work so I'll give it a try," and so
I told him I liked to draw and I wanted to learn tattooing.